I woke up today with yet another nightmare. When my family was here, I got to sleep with a bunch of people but last night after everyone left, the nightmares started coming back again. I don't know if I think too much or not but I know I definitely don't think about ghosts or anything like that. So why do I still dream about them? Sigh.

Someone sent me a text message saying, "we'd be so free. happy alone, sharing a smile. so far from home. we'd laugh, laugh till we cry. making a song, making a lie. push in and then pulled away. it's a hard part but a true love way... happy alone?"

The answer is no, I'm never happy alone but yeah we're making a lie, pushed in and then pulled away. It's a very hard part but is it really a true love way?

I don't think so.