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    ♪ 薛凱琪 - 我不需要Tiffany ♪
    Thursday, September 24, 2009.

    I've been "secretly" in love with this song for about a year now... but as you already know I'd hardly post any happy love songs simply because I simply don't believe in happiness or perhaps I should say I'm hardly happy, in or out of love. Tonight is an exception for my pessimism because I have been happy for quite some time now. I've always thought that if I admit to being happy, I would "jinx" it. Know what I mean?

    I'm still afraid; every now and then, too often, I would fill my head with thoughts. The time I have left here is flying by. Sometimes I would wonder, why bother when I already know the future outcome. The other way to look at it is, of course, to cherish whatever time I have left. Which way of thinking is better? I seriously can't decide.

    If only there's someone to tell me that everything will be better in time; that there's a future to look forward to. Maybe then I would stop living in fear and open up for real. I envy those who live and love without boundaries, fear or walls built to protect themselves. I wish I could genuinely feel happy for myself, even if it will only last a day.



    Dedicated to MyBBE:

    你的體貼 要比項鍊 更亮
    Your thoughtfulness compared to necklaces is brighter
    你的幽默 要比手鐲 更光
    Your sense of humour compared to bracelets is shinier
    彷彿帶我走進 Tiffany
    It's like taking me to Tiffany's
    讓歲月在流金
    The time melts away

    終於一次 點石可成金
    Finally for once words can turn into gold
    你吻過的脖子
    When you kiss my neck
    有一串閃爍的日子
    The days start to shine
    怪不得我相信
    So that's why I'm convinced
    愛從來不用裝飾
    (that) Love doesn't need decorations.

    xxx

    ♥ 5:46 AM