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Wednesday, October 14, 2009. I called home today and when my mum picked up to say "hello" the tears started streaming down my face. Before that I already told myself not to cry... I didn't want my mum to worry because she is just like me- she worries too much. I miss home. The people, the warmth, the love, the food, the noise and even the polluted air. The first half of this year I wasn't happy. Now it's October and I'm still not happy. I think I really took enough time to experiment if Melbourne is the right place for me. I'm still not sure of the answer though... but somehow with everything that has been happening, the answer has always been right in front of my eyes. My babylove was there to comfort me too... :) can't express how much I love her because she has always been there for me... countless times. For the 29349182313th time, she made perfect sense when giving advice. For some funny reason, I only listen to her advice instead of the others. Maybe because I know when I feel this way, she truly understands because she has been there before. All the things she said are still playing in my mind like an irritating song that just cannot seem to get out of your head. I'm hoping my future husband would think like babylove then I would be free of insecurities and worries! Lol. Am I implying that I want a girl as my "husband"? Hell no... but it wouldn't hurt to get someone as sensitive as a girl. Sometimes what we need is just that... instead of the ego that stupid brainless donkey-fied asswipe men has. In about three months I'll be 24... I intend to get married by 26/27. WTF. I'm running out of time. I have countless things to do- get a job, get a life and get a decent man. HOW? No time already!!! -_-" "Don't you take chances, you might feel the pain. Don't you love in vain because love won't set you free" ♥ 4:20 AM
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