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Saturday, January 23, 2010. I'm tired. Are you? Just what do I have to do in order to erase everything completely? Is there a DEL button that I could press on? How about ALT+CTRL+DEL to reboot my brain. Mentally exhausted. Although I'm not saving the world or finding a cure to cancer or teaching kids how to read, I do use my brain every now and then to fill it up with useless thoughts of useless people with useless hearts. I am on a holiday but it feels worse than when I was studying. I wish I was else where. Maybe I should get a job which doesn't require me to stay at the same place. Maybe I should become an air stewardess. I think I'm tall enough to become one. Hohoho. Still can joke. Just imagine being at different places every now and then. I'd die to fly far far away. Been hiding out for more than two weeks but it feels longer than that. Every night I sit here stoning in front of my laptop, writing entries that ought to be said out loud to someone real. Instead, I'm always talking to myself through this blooooooog. Pffffft. No one's really interested in having a conversation with me anymore. Booooooo. I'm gonna continue hiding until I fly back to the depressing country named Australia which reminds me I have very limited time left. Still have a list of people to meet. I reckon Chinese New Year's the only way to get everyone together but I'm going to hate this year's CNY plus I might not even make it. So many things to get done back in Melbourne. When I get back I'm so homeless. No apartment plus almost everyone's back for good. Gees. Where am I gonna go to after I touch down in Melbourne? I imagine myself carrying the heavy luggages with no home to go back to. I'd probably just have another meltdown at the airport. Just wish I didn't have to go through all this. xxx ♥ 8:18 AM
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